im drowning

im drowning. im drowning and cant find the surface. i search high and low looking for that one place to break free, to escape whats happening. under the water i see nothing. i feel nothing but pain. im drowning in a sea full of despair and disappointment. its all too much. the pain, the loss, the stress. all compiled together into a destructive force that will never see defeat. at least thats what it looks like. so here i am about to be crushed from this force while drowning. i dont know if i will make it. im drowning.